Some people always ask me to stop doing this addicted thing and make peace by letting it go. I know they’re all kind people, because they never want to see me sad and being physically and mentally broken down. I know. But do you guys ever think that I’m happy with what I’m doing right now even I don’t look that happy? Ever think that actually I don’t let it go not because I can’t let it go but I just don’t want to let it go? Ever think that it’s really hard to get my eyes off from him everytime he passes me by? Ever think that I actually find peace every moment I see him? Yes I do find peace and it’s real. Literally a peace. I know it sounds cliche, but my heart suddenly warms by itself everytime I look at him. And when my eyes meet his eyes, my whole world just… stops? I don’t know but my mind gradually takes me back to the past. Yes, it flashbacks. And do you want to know what the addicted thing is? It’s loving him; a person who’s already settle down with the one he loves the most.
-2 years ago / from my Tumblr.
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