001. Him: #simplejoy.
002. Senyumnya serius. #simplejoy.
003. I don't like the feeling when you're not around. I don't like hearing you talk with another girl.
004. Caught someone staring at me then smiled. Oh my goodness!
005. Someone is kind but cruel, smart but lazy.
006. I think you need an ice cube to lower your hotness.
007. That smell still lingers. That smile will be remembered.
008. I crave for you in this new year eve.
009. Can I have you instead of can I help you?
010. God always knows how to put the right person when I'm not in the right mood.
011. A heavy dose of you.
012. It's so funny when you try to make things better. And it seems it's easy for you.
013. A new habit, a new life. But the same you.
014. Oh, this is me talking and I’m going to tell you that I love our three seconds gaze.
015. The sweetest thing comes from your lips. No, not your words or even your kiss. It’s your smile.
016. It’s the pain that makes me love you.
017. Because we're here to complete each other, not to be together. Just like when you need help, I'll be there to help you.
018. I don't understand why someone can be so sweet as candy and so cold as stone at the same time.
019. Do you know how painful it is without talking to you every time we meet?
020. Talking about you, talking about me, and talking about us are awkward. But talking about her? Will never be awkward. Never. Even for me.
021. And it's really hard for me to say, even for a little hello.
022. Thank you for blinding your eyes.
023. Because right now, I don't adore you for who you are. But adore you for who you were.
024. You'll never know how much I hate you this time. Pain changes people, either their feelings.
025. It really surprises me to see you again, the real you. And still, you bring the oh-not-so-good impacts to my life.
026. If we were meant to be, I think our favorite place would be a bookstore. But in a different section, because our cup of tea is different.
027. I don't know whether it's a bad thing or not, but having you in my thought seriously bothers me.
028. You know you’re not my oxygen tank because I still can breathe without you, but you’re my energy tank (what? Sounds so weird? No probs because weird means unique. And if you think that energy is just suitable with drink after that word, I still don’t want to call you my energy drink because I can’t sip you) Maybe you wonder why I call you with that one because everytime I’m with you for doing nothing or just talking a little bit, you always bring back my energy.
029. Every time I spend with you are the times I won't regret.
030. The closer I look into your eyes, the less I see myself in there.
031. Something's missing from you. I don't know which part, but it seriously makes you look unattractive. Same with Andy F. Noya who just lost his curly hair.
032. You turn really cold.
033. Jadi kenangan gue sama lo udah dijual ke tukang ojek?
034. Even your scent stays longer than your presence.
035. Have you ever wonder that maybe your significant other is thinking about the other one she loves and not you?
036. I can’t imagine how miserable your life will be without her. Will you still be the one I know? Will you still be as cheerful as you? Will you still believe in love? Will you? Or you will back to be the one I loved the most? Oh no, it won’t happen because heartbreak never shapes yourself to be the old you. Please still be happy, you. Because I know, in the end, the important thing is knowing that you live your life happily rather than knowing how wistful I’m without you.
037. You're the reason why my brain can't produce dopamine perfectly and continuously.
038. Can we go back to the time when it's okay for us to talk to each other?
039. Teruntuk Seseorang yang Hampir Terjatuh di Tangga Siang Tadi: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Gue mau ketawa aja. Please don’t be angry with me. Remember that I used to laugh at you everytime you did a silly thing, right? Well, tapi gue sebel. Lo nggak hati - hati. Udah berapa tangga yang hampir dijatohin sama lo? Yes. It doesn’t sound so funny. Karena gue juga nggak mau ngelucu. Jatoh dari tangga itu akibatnya banyak. Bahaya. You should walk in a proper way after this, dear friend.
040. Well, I can make you so much happier if you want.
041. Jatuh cintanya gue sama UGM itu kayak jatuh cintanya gue sama doi. Jatuh banget. But I know, I will never get him anyway. Sakit? Iya! Luka? Bisa jadi! Trauma? Nggak. “Kenapa nggak bisa?” Bukannya gue nggak mau usaha, (yes, I’ll work hard and try harder for UGM. Gila kali.) Tapi keliatannya it’s impossible for me to get in, you know. Peluangnya maksud gue kecil. Ya kayak cinta diem - diem aja sih. Apa cinta dari jauh ya? Auk. Dan biarlah keinginan gue mau masuk UGM ini cuma diselipin ke setiap doa gue, kecil - kecil pelan - pelan, tapi semoga yang Besar denger.
042. Come home then love again, love.
043. You're like Jakarta, you're loved as well as you're hated.
044. Can I have your eyes a little while so I could see the things have made you happy for the past year?
045. How can your existence make me so hard to feel the air? And it always requires me to take a long deep breath every time I look at you.
046. I should be happy to know that you’re okay and you’re there, still online on your Skype account, but actually, it hurts me the most because I know I can’t reach you.
047. Even gue udah jauh dari Jakarta dan kaki gue udah nggak napak di permukaan yang sama tingginya kayak elo, you’re still here with me on my mind. Bromo, 2013.
048. We have seen the same sky each day, but why our feelings never could be the same?
049. Congratulation, dear you. For every wish you say. For every effort you do. For every failure you take and for every heartbreak you experience. You’re still the one who keeps your dream on track and finally you did it. A mining engineer, is that you I’m looking for?
050. Maybe meeting you was a mistake because I've found out that actually, I wasn't ready.
051. Even after all this time, you are still the one I prioritize.
052. Kalau ada satu kota yang selalu ingin dikunjungi, mungkin ini kotanya. But sadly, this city got me all the bruises back again.
053. Just so you know that I wish you will always be okay.
054. Because I know, in the end, the important thing is knowing that you live your life happily rather than knowing how wistful I’m without you.
055. You know? Even you give me a thousand pictures to see, there is none who can steal these eyes not to look at you.
056. This time I realize, those happy feelings you made that time could be a reason why you could be this hard to forget.
057. And you, you, always been an issue.
058. And that love is going to disappear.
059. I just want to make sure that I will always be remembered by you.
060. It is time to let go.
--Collected from my old Tumblr and Twitter; 2011 - 2017.
