Secret Feeling

I know that time will come to me.

The time that I should give up on you. The time that moving on and letting go is must to do.

I just wait for it, wait patiently.

And while I'm waiting for it, I'm enjoying every second, every minute, and every hour before it happens.

I try to stop looking at you, stalking your timeline, talking with you.

I don't know why I just want to stop it.

I will try it as I can.

Because I believe, someday, I won't ever give a damn to you, again.

I won't even care to you.

Because you just wasted mine. My caring and my love.

I know it's such a shame writing this for someone like you because for you this is meaningless.

But for me, this is all that matters.

And now I know, I'm just gonna secretly in love with you and leave it at that. Forever.