My Friends Once Told Me

“Kita tuh sekarang cuma harus cari temen deket sebanyak - banyaknya yang bakalan mau ngelamar kita nantinya”

– my friend of mine di warung mie ayam.

“Ibaratnya kalo gue sama dia cuma sentuhan kulit aja, dia sama tuh cewek pegangan tangan. Padahal gue pacarnya.”

– keluh kesah seorang teman di angkutan umum yang memiliki pacar tapi sang pacar punya sahabat cewek.

“Susah ya jadi orangtua.”

– katanya dengan suara menggelegar.

“Ah lo, keseringan nunggu sih. Jadi Allah tau kapabilitas menunggu lo sehebat apa. Tulis aja ntar di CV, pandai menunggu.”

– seorang teman, setelah pengumuman PPKB.

"Laki - laki itu emang suka naro nama pacarnya di awal bio. Beda sama perempuan yang selalu naro nama pacarnya di akhir bio. Tau kenapa? Karena laki - laki itu sayang sama perempuan dari skala 100 sampe 0. Kalo perempuan dari skala 0 sampe 100. Liat aja tuh di bio laki - laki, yang pertama - tama naro di awal (cintanya) nanti juga bakalan mundur ke belakang (cintanya). Ya toh? Intinya, laki - laki makin lama makin nggak cinta. Dan perempuan makin lama makin cinta. Ditanya siapa nanti yang bakalan sakit? Ya jelas yang perempuan lah."

-- seorang teman pengamat bio description

-2 years ago / from my Tumblr.

Instant Thoughts From My Tumblr

"Romance isn’t about making and saying sweet flirty words, and giving poems. But it’s about speaking with actions, and the one who does it seriously make me fall in love even deeper."

"Am too scared to share my dreams. Too afraid to take the risk. Can’t be brave enough to be responsible for what I’d say. Don’t want to be disappointed, don’t want to make other people lose hope on me. This. The pain still remains, the pain still lingers. But I know there’s always a person who supports me after all. After what I’ve been through. No. It’s not about love."

"Two people who love each other can’t be easily together. You wonder? Me too. Then I’m asking, why the universe cannot make it easy?"

"Perempuan ya emang. Lebih milih kehujanan berdua daripada kering sendirian."

"You’re not blacklisted. It’s my heart that closes its door, for you."

"Jatuh cinta diem - diem itu jatuh cinta paling suci, karena nggak kesentuh siapa - siapa. Termasuk sama objek yang kita cintai."

"He has a girlfriend. And that girlfriend is not me."

"It’s okay for me to have a long-life partner with chubby and short appearance as long as he’s as witty, smart and funny, as Ryan Adriandhy."

"Kalau lagi libur, otak kamu ikutan libur juga ya?"

"Am I this desperate for missing a feeling like having a crush on someone and getting butterflies whenever I see him?"

"Orang bilang, yang waras ngalah. Lalu semuanya lebih milih jadi gila."

"What if I fall in love with you? Are you ready to catch me? Do your feet stay on the ground?"

"Untungnya Tuhan masih baik ya, ngingetin gue di kehidupan orang lain."

"I warn you
Don’t fall in love with me
It’s a trap
It’s a mess"

-2 years ago / from my Tumblr.

God Gave A Surprise

I never thought that God made us reunited again in an unexpected place like yesterday. Well, I think reunited wasn’t a proper word to describe that because it was just me who saw you and I believe that you didn’t even recognize I was there.

I saw you standing there while drinking a bottle of water and talking with a girl. At the very first, I thought that girl was your girlfriend. But when I blinked my eyes once again, she wasn’t. Or maybe it was my eyes who did mistakes? Yes, it might be.

Do you want to know why I can assume that boy who I was looking at before is you? It was because his little gestures when he tried to fix his eyeglasses’ position. And yeah not to forget his appearance. He has totally a hundred percent same appearance as you because the boy is you.

I laughed at myself for a little while when I spotted you at the crowded room yesterday. It was just like a dream to me to meet you again. Okay no, I mean oh my god I strongly believe that I don’t believe for seeing you again after almost three years. Yes, almost three years. So it was like a surprise, a little surprise to me.

Anyway,

You’re still the same, still has chubby cheeks, still tall (or more taller?), still has a sweet giggle and smile, still ‘bear’ (you’re a bear and it means you’re cute), and you still love to fix your eyeglasses with your middle finger. Hahaha.

P.s: I didn’t tell you that we were in the same room yesterday (by blackberry messenger) because I told to myself that “gue bakalan nyapa lo ntar kalo kita ketemu” And then we didn’t meet after I exited the room. So ciao, until we meet again!

-2 years ago / from my Tumblr.